Wednesday, November 5

the networks are calling the presidency for obama now. and while i rejoice in the u.s. leaving behind the chains of racism which still clung to our feet, i can't help but wonder if we did the right thing.

i don't want to get very political here. this is me, sharing my concerns. i'm worried about what happens to abortion rights here in this country. i'm worried about what happens to our inner cities, and even our suburbs, as monumental changes are about to take place.

above all, i'm concerned about the state of the christian church in america. there are serious things wrong with the way the previous ruling party (which we will call the values party) has handled their own lives. scandal after scandal after scandal, in both elected representation, and also those who claim to represent values in the religious realm. i can't help but think that people voted for the change party, because the values people couldn't live up to what they claimed to believe. if we truly believe that marriage is between one man, and one woman, why did so many values party representatives get caught having affairs? if human life is so sacred (which i firmly believe it to be) why have we not been more cautious in our battles with other living people. i am not advocating surrender. not by any stretch. what i am so desirous of, is that people really live what they claim to vote for.

now, with congress having a majority of change party representatives, it is time to get active. get on our knees. seek the Lord. return to Him. i want my voice to be heard, in a way i have never desired before. both in political realms, and spiritual ones. but more than anything, i want to be found faithful before the Lord. I don't want to think the world isn't watching. because they are. they desire for us to live what we profess...

i'm hopeful that even with issues coming up that seem monumental, the Lord sets kings in their places. He holds their heart in His hand. and He is certainly still in charge of everything that happens, even if i don't agree with the outcome.

Friday, October 31

so, some of my loyal readers (hahaha) have asked what zoë is saying. i thought i would fill you in on the words she knows, and says on a regular basis.

eat (of course!)
diaper
ewwww stinky (usually preceded by her or someone else passing gas)
nummies
juice
shoes
mama
poppa
grandpa (but no grandma)
light
hat
hot (usually followed by blowing on whatever object she has deemed as hot)
Lori
owl
apple
zebra
car
copter (there is a military installation near the house, and helicopters fly over regularly)
nose
eye
ear
fishy (sounds like shishy)
hi (said to any and everyone within earshot. and she'll repeat it until she gets a response)
bye bye
see ya
night night
1,2,3
piano
car
quack quack
dinosaur noises (she won't say dino, but she will roar when you ask her what it says)
puppy (plus woofing)
kitty (plus meowing)
birdie (plus making high pitched squeely noises)
no ma'am
thank you
and yay!

i was really worrying about her, about a month ago. she had about 5 words, and while she understood a lot of them, she wasn't saying them. than all of a sudden, complete language explosion. i kid you not, aside from mama, poppa, no ma'am, bye bye, and juice, she didn't say any of these 4 weeks ago. it's been surreal, watching her mind expand at such a high rate. she understands quite a few more words, but she's not saying them yet. i guess we need to wait until next month.

Friday, October 24

so, we have a place to live, and a car. we're staying with spencer's parents in dahlonega, and our dear friends have loaned us one of their vehicles until thanksgiving. spencer never did get the law enforcement job locally that he applied for. within a few days of completing all the necessary background checks, etc, the county froze hiring. he's still processing for a federal job located in washington d.c... all of that is in the Lord's hands. we're hoping spencer can get everything finished by tuesday, but if all goes well, he should be starting next week as a driver in atlanta. he would have to move closer to his job, as we live 82 miles (one way!) away from downtown atlanta. our friends (the same ones who loaned us the vehicle) have family who live about 60 miles closer in, who are willing to let spencer stay with them.
if it doesn't make sense to you why we would even do something like that, you might not be aware of how dire things really are getting, in terms of available jobs. in the local paper, this last week, there were 3 jobs listed. only 3... and 4 pages of foreclosure notices. it's certainly getting very hard to find employment, and we are not going to do anything to jeopardize this job. spencer has applied for over 300 jobs in the last 4 months. and all of them he was qualified for. all over the country, all over the region. and this is the only job to interview him. when he interviewed for the position last week, he was one of 4 men applying. of the 4, 2 were homeless, 1 was living in a house about to foreclose, and the other was draining his savings trying to stay afloat. it's intense. which is why we are so very thankful for family. and friends helping us stay out of a shelter, and able to get to a job. things are going to be stabilizing for us soon, so rejoice with us. the Lord is faithful. He is taking care of us.
















Friday, September 5

post #200... what a fun ride this has been. ellen and greg just happened to come by the house today, took me and zoë out to lunch, and then whisked us away to their house. which is a total blessing, because that means i can finally post pictures of the munchkin. spencer is on his way home from washington d.c. where he was testing for a federal job. hopefully he'll be through richmond before rush hour...
thanks for sticking out this bumpy ride of the last 19 months... hard to believe it's been that long, and yet it feels like it's flown by. i've been telling spencer we need another one, because zoë's been so much fun. of course, we're going to get health insurance first, so no worrying, okay?

and now, on to the pictures
she loves getting pulled around in this laundry basket.
keeeyyyysss!!
like a cat insisting on fitting in something way too small, she was determined to sit in these fairly small wire baskets.
basket
basket
hello? uh huh... okay! bye. - literal transcript of her conversation. seriously.
toybox
making a royal mess with the toys
hahaha... silly girl
what? i'm supposed to keep my mouth shut?
spencer at the outset of the trip to savannah with brent and michelle. this was our first vacation in years, and you'll notice zoë's absence. she had a wild weekend at grandma and grandpa's, and didn't seem to miss us a bit.

gates
gates
a tree grown round a fence

the childhood home of flannery o'connor
i love flannery o'connor
gates
savannah skyline
black virgin mary

spencer and brent
too bad i wasn't paying more attention in american history...
cool gate
wrought iron fencing around st. john
wasn't the father in gone with the wind named gerald o'hara?


st. patrick statue at st. john the baptist catholic church
interior dome of st. john
Jesus ascending
the Father recieving Jesus
one of my favorite stained glass pieces


michelle's favorite stained glass bit
interior of st. john
st. john in daylight
i seriously loved this fountain
fountain again
fountain again
we ate at a genuine pirate pub... stevenson apparently penned "treasure island" near here
vertigo inducing stairs round 1
vertigo inducing stairs round 2, on the way to the river front... lots of smelly tourists, in a very small space. did i mention it was very hot and humid?
walking the uneven brick streets
the long walk back from the river front
entrance to savannah's most famous cemetary
the tombstone of a pirate... notice the skull and crossbones?
spencer and i in a local coffee shop
st. john the baptist
st. john the baptist
a bridge in the savannah area that was once a boundary of land owned by spencer's family... they burned it anticipating sherman's march to the sea... sherman built a pontoon bridge instead. really cool bit of family history.
eating at the big girl table
more hamburger
who, me?
mmmm... hamburgers on labor day
the swing
swinging with michelle's mom
the swing
the swing
swinging with michelle's mom
elton john, eat your heart out
shirtless and silly
the lunch of champions
picking out the hot dog pieces (they were very small)
mmm.... macaroni
walking to the grocery store
grandma's house
zoë at grandma's today